My birth experience was incredibly profound, and I can never relate how utterly life-affirming it was. Here are the stats. I had a swift and intense labor. I delivered without medical intervention what some would call a "natural’ birth at a birthing center. I labored for just over two hours and pushed for around 30 minutes. Which is very very quick for a first-time mom. Also, there was no warm-up, my contractions hit me all at once and were almost immediately at 3 minutes apart and lasting a minute and I was fully dilated upon arrival. I had practiced hypnobirthing and I have a regular yoga and meditation practice which might explain why I was so calm that the midwives had to keep asking me if I was pushing (I was). I credit the ease of my birth to my experience in sex work. It is because of my work that I know how to control my body and manage pain. It was also a deeply psychedelic experience as I kept my eyes closed for most of it and did in fact
, see visions (that I will keep to myself). Perhaps this is just how my brain processed the sensations of birth, but it was very profound non the less. Long story short: I am grateful for every fist, and mind-altering substance I have ever taken because these experiences were the best training for birth anyone could ever ask for.
There is no wrong way to give birth, and I honor all kinds, including how we give ourselves the gift of life through exercising reproductive choices, changing our bodies in ways that bring us joy, and having physical encounters with people just for the sake of it. However, this was the way I gave birth, and it was empowering as fuck. It was an irrefutable example of just how strong I am.
I would love to tell you more and answer any questions you might have about this experience and pregnancy and what is next for me. Just shoot me a dm on Onlyfans. I will be less available on my only fans in the coming weeks as I care for this precious new life. However, I have a bunch of new, never before seen content that I will be releasing every Friday and I am making new content with my huge lactating tits for your amusement.